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My way out with a simple piece of metal , something you would have never thought I could ever get my hands on. A gun the last thing you would think I use to release my pain. I-I couldn't do it anymore just smile and nod as you kiss her giving her the pleasure you once gave me. Its brutal watching it fills me with a deep sadness that only an insane mind could understand. As you read this know that I'm in a better place better then your arms, better then your kiss. I am in the ground shut off from your hate, from my regret.  I can hear you shout (as I stand next to you in transpart forme) I love you but you and I both know its to late and it was never true . You love her not me you've should me abusive love ,forced it into me and wired it into my dna . It literally killed me to love you and I've returned the favor . The gun goes off your dead (you can assume what happened any way you want to)