I Can't See You Again

Maybe it wasn't meant for me to find love
I'm no believer in fate but sometimes I look up above
And wonder why it always happens to me, I feel drugged
I feel numb, I feel weak, I feel tired, I've lost the buzz
How many times after I repeat it is it no longer a mistake?
How long will I feel like a hamster on a wheel in this cage?
Why do I burn bridges and destroy relationships like an iceberg to a Titanic?
In other words, why am I fire and ice? Dammit

You love me, I wish I could reciprocate
You hit me up at night, asking if I'm still awake
You wanna get together, you hit me with that kissy face
I hesitate, but in the end you always get your way

I look into your eyes, now is it really love?
Or do you love the attention? 'Cause I make you feel a buzz?
You see these chains? You keep convincing me it's fun
Seduction's a game to you, to me it's an evil one

The more you play it with me, the more my feelings numb
The harder my darkened heart is, the less I see the sun
Woman of my dreams? I thought you'd be the one
But I'm insomniac tonight, so that means we're done

I can't see you again