Alone one again

When I looked at you I thought I saw forever,
When you held me tight I felt safe.
You promised me forever,
Once again I was fooled.
 I believed you were sincere,
When you told me I was beautiful.
Now as I sit here writing out my feelings,
The pain I felt then I feel now.
Sorrow, emptiness, fear, and loneliness.
My heart and soul were both given freely to you,
Yet I watched as you tore them apart with your lies.
I felt so betrayed, You swore you would never leave.
Now I am sitting here in the darkness,
Wondering what I did wrong?
 I feel like each relationship ends,
 Because I simply am not good enough.
Your sultry eyes, mixed with those honeyed lies,
I feel like such a fool.
I should have seen the truth,
The truth behind the lies.
You were simply lonely, I was meant to fill a space.
Now I understand why I always feel so alone,
Even you couldn’t love me.
I gave away all that I had left,
I watched as it was all destroyed.
No more heart, No more soul.
An empty husk hollowed and moving,
Living the life that I lived,
No hope, No fear, No love.