Poem 2 (One Lovers Bliss)

Walking ...out of my afflictions      
Into this addiction        
Im tangled in a web of misinterpretation    
        
Screaming I hate you till my throat hurts        
I couldnt resist        
     Loving you        
Deeper than the dirt we been through        
Deeper than Deep throating        
Deeper than the wound you caused thats still        
OPEN        
     
Washing this love Out of my clothes        
Bleaching it out of my sheets        
Pushing it out of my reach        
Ignoring it till it doesn't exist        
     
But I'm still caught in this web    
You spun by engaging me      
 I thought you were in a      
Lovers Bliss    
     
   I NEVER        
 HATED        
LOVE like this        
        Before the Ending of this Pen Talk      
Carpal Tunnel settles in my wrist    
     
(To be continued)