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Compete for the constant downward spiral of this....
Chaos of what my life I mean love has to offer..having such...
Charisma should be a crime..cardiac complications from that...
Charm...choking..cutting..cultivating my everything thought of simply
Caring for you to love me but your  
Condescending ways only allow you to love in that moment never
Catching all the hints...simple text...the dreamy gaze of the thought of US...
Controlling every action and trying to stay grounded to all morals and values and remain...
Content until the heart is..
Contain with such...
Compassion...compromise your  
Complete being for what? To completely  
Console...who me? A....
Champion in my own sick twisted....
Contaminated thoughts of us only to
Coexist but to never exist or
Continue to cannot....
-Nikki.the.goddess