On the mend

I can't say I want to pretend
But I am still on the mend
To break free from the devil
The devil keeps holding my hand
Leading me to do things in the light of day now
That I wouldn't usually do at night on the prowl
I have to choose what will influence me
"Let me have this, let me have this"
No I can't!
Fight off the devils desires
Say goodbye to Instagram
Say goodbye to mainstream music
Let go of anything that holds me empty and alone
Bring God closer to me
So I can take charge
And hold the pen again
Writing poems on the mend
Because there is no end
We keep going
We keep going like the ocean does.