Others

When I say It's funny
You'll never
Understand
I speak to you in irony
But I won't delve into that

When I wake up sweating
Heart erratically thumping
Know it is me dying
And they pool around me

Is it real
That swirling dark
Faces surreal
The veil in sparks
When I look to my right
It's solid as steel
To my left

Or is that left?

There is no seal
I have no fear
No

See I've been here before
I live in this state
I just don't open the door

Clawing
Biting
Knawing
Chomping at me

Always

Whispering titillation

Oh please just open me up
Help
We need help
Are you not curious?

Get out of my face!
It angers me so
To be taken advantage of
When cognition is low

Its a fight to walk
But if I dont I die
And it's a hard decision
Every fuckin time.

To see people panic
Five seconds in my realm
Yea it makes me laugh
Welcome to Hell.