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monster
i am a monster.
i keep myself tied up to control the beast.
i hurt those whom i love with my actions.
i scream, "i hate you."
i hit them with insults.
then i tell them im sorry.
when im not.
just so i can get off my leash.
when im off i harm people i dont even know.
i am a monster to the human race.
im unstoppable,
until it comes to the one i love the most.
when i look at my mom and see her cry.
i stop.
i caused those tears.
by throwing the past in her face.
i made her cry by blaming my failure on her.
only she can cause me pain.
pain to kill.
i keep myself tied up to control the beast.
i hurt those whom i love with my actions.
i scream, "i hate you."
i hit them with insults.
then i tell them im sorry.
when im not.
just so i can get off my leash.
when im off i harm people i dont even know.
i am a monster to the human race.
im unstoppable,
until it comes to the one i love the most.
when i look at my mom and see her cry.
i stop.
i caused those tears.
by throwing the past in her face.
i made her cry by blaming my failure on her.
only she can cause me pain.
pain to kill.
Published 21st Nov 2011
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22nd Nov 2011 8:10pm
You have the ability to caus pain.You are unstopable. The one who loved you the most...you put threw hell.
23rd Nov 2011 1:23am
its one of my personalities. its who i am. i cant control what personality shows at what time. if i could then i wouldnt have that problem. but i was cursed for a reason.
