my heart

 
my heart literally hurts so bad.
my chest is in so much pain.
life without you  
will never be like it was .
so fun so full of love and life but
it’s over now and all is said and done  
we can’t go back to what it was and
 I can’t blame you  
cause I did you wrong too.
I feel so empty and lonely inside  
it’s officially over because  
you’re with her and it’s all my fault
we started out friends and  
went to best friends  
I started having feeling for you but
I denied them for the longest time  
then you came to me and
told me you wanted more with feeling  
my heart leaped with joy  
because I could call you mine forever  
and I was yours  
I was scared and you tried to be there for me .    
 I said I’m sorry and I left  
I ran because I was scared of what could be  
you were the best man that I ever met.
as time moved on we went our different ways  
I regretted leaving you but  
when I realized I made mistakes  
you were with someone else who could  
love you more than me.  
it cut me like a dagger in my heart
 I could hardly breathe  
still now at time it’s hard to breathe  
when we talk but
 I know I’m too late  
we both have someone new
  but my heart still loves you and
I'll never forget your smiles.
I'll never forget your kisses but
 your presence in my life like it used to be  
Will forever be missed.