My Mind

My mind is an ocean
Peaceful on the outside
but careful the unseen currents will rip you apart
I’m not really in reality but I’m on auto pilot going through the motions
I’m stuck on this rollercoaster ride
I smile outwardly but inside I’m screaming for it to stop
I don’t know how I got here
But there’s no going back
It’s a never ending self induced attack
I don’t belong here that much is clear
The darkness consumed my soul long ago
It’s time to return to the ashes that brought me here