I know!

I know I deserve a lot more than just being a one nighter
 and I know I need to stop hitting them
then making those dudes think im going to call back
I’m tired of only being enough for myself
so I’m being alone
no one sees me but this camera
The way I been acting has got me ashamed
N, I don’t know why I won’t let anybody know me,
not the cold hearted woman but the sensitive and caring lady
I guess I just don’t want “Her”
hurt no more
but now I’m being a coward
N that ain’t me
I don’t know what I’m to do or what to think
I’m just damaged
N, I know that I don’t want to be rescued but I want to save myself don’t want to love nobody to the point I forgot myself,
don’t want to love someone to the point he’s fighting me like a nigga in the streets
or stay until I do some terrible shit just so I can feel better about myself
I know tho!