Dark lights

The lights are shining
Clearing away the past
But something
Something is still there
I'm ok, I have finally become
Normal, it feels good
But something still lingers
Behind me
Dark lights
Stick to my back
Pushing me down
Suffocating me, chocking me
A shadow lurks inside of me
I can't get it straight
I thought it was all over
But the lights, though very bright
Are dark