Alone in my bed .

I admit ,
I'm a shallow human-being ,
I only answered your call ,
To see how far it could go ,
Every night I put on a smile ,
I changed inside .

Yet ,
You knew me through all the plastic ,
You knew I was afraid , 
Of falling for you ,
You knew I put on this show ,
To hide from anything true .

I pretend ,
And pretend I am someone else ,
Through all the fake smiles ,
And friends that have come and gone ,
You stayed for awhile ,
But not for long ,
You showed me love , 
Then you just left ,
I was a feather in the breeze ,
Caught in a whirlwind .

Now I'm lost in my head ,
Lost in my dreams ,
Sitting in my room , 
Writing my feelings ,
I can't explain them , 
They just come ,
I can't define in any world ,
What you have done .

You look at me sometimes ,
We both know ,
The love we once shared ,
Is too much to ignore .

I have my friends , 
I have enough
But all I really need ,
Is your sweet love .

I can't eat, 
I can only think ,
My chest is caving in,
And I can't sleep ,
I cry everytime I hear your romantic voice in my head ,
I die everytime I remember the night you left me alone ,

All alone in my bed .