Into the blue

There is no more white light,
Only blue through blurred sight.
Wanting to jab back out of spite,
I lie quiet despite.
While it is not to my delight,
There remains no sleep in the night.
The darkness is filled with mental blight,  
concealing the flame needed to ignite.
Forcing all relief to kyte, the blue has ended my fight.
At the moment i am not alright, but my moment will not end tonight.