lucifer slip i

I will reach up through the breaches in armor and strangle God..
I will become everything..
open to me..
I will break you..
beyond boundary..
I will see this rabbit hole all the way through..
And keep digging till there's nothing..
Finish what THEY started..

Spiral in..
Then alter the ends and out..
I am the fractal..
I am the algorithm..
I will see us to the infinite point..
I am chaos..
I will watch this all crumble under the weight of overkill..

I am beckoned to unravel..
this is my birth right..
I will bring myself back to absolute zero..
I will find the emptiness..
seamless as I remember..
seamless..
surpassing understanding..

Empty..
Without want..
Without hope..
Without struggle..
Without hate..
Without fear..
Without pain..
Without self..
The structures which bar me from my euphoria due me..
Keeping me tied and obligated to these uneven surfaces..

I will rape this rabbit hole until wonderland submits..
Surrenders over authority..
bows down before me..
Releases me..
Relieve me of my duty here..
I’ve done my time..
I will fuck this place apart..
I will burn this all away..
Purge myself of existence and ever having existed..
and go the fuck back home..
My utopia..
nowhere..
gone..
Its been calling me back ever since I got here..
I have a place reserved in her belly..

I am Becoming everything..
I am becoming Ggod..
I will take my redemption..
MY claim..
I will rise all the way..
Take everything in a full expanse of gluttony..
Then destroy it all..
Myself with it..
in a burn-out nail-bomb blast of disgusted bitterness and depleted wits-end..
And go the fuck back to sleep (end statement)