THE ROSES

I've been sitting here trying to find myself,
At times i get beside myself, Living life
like a flash in and out, Burning loveing eyes.
Words of trust turning to only lies.I leave
them they leave me crying. The sensation of
hell,the desperation of loves blind devotion.
CANT UNDERSTAND CANT HAVE DEVOTED MYSELF TO
SOMEONE SO EMOTIONALLY OUTMODED,
I TRIED I CRIED I BEG I PLEAD                                        
FOR DELIVERANCE,BUT ALAS I FIND ONLY MORE PERSECUTION.
I WANT LOVES KISS BUT SCRATCH OUT THE EYES OF LOVES FACE.
YOU LEAVE A SOUR TASTE IN MY MOUTH,
POISONOUS  KISS,
I WHITHER LIKE A WEED IN WINTER,
YOU LEAVE ME NOT WILLING TO BLOOM AGAIN EVER,
I REFUSE TO BE USED AGAIN.
I STAY OFF LIMITS
EMOTIONALLY,
NO ATTACHMENTS, NO ROOTS.
JUST BARELY ALIVE JUST NO BREATH.
NO LIGHTS NO WATER JUST DARKNESS.
I WHITHER, NO WARMTH NO LIGHT WITHOUT YOU,
JUST DARKNESS HOLLOW ALONE AND COLD
YOU MOVE ON DONT HOVER TO SMELL THE ROSE,
YOU ARE HER THORN GO AWAY LEAVE HER ALONE.