Great Loss

Why did you choose me ?  
Am I suppossed to be
a destroyer of your moral nature?  
 
That spark you saw in my eyes  
 is not meant for you  
for someone else, not for you  
 
I feel like I'm losing
my last hope for love  
You make my heart beat faster  
Frantic heaving of my chest  
- sign of dark side awakening  
 
Now I'm killing you  
 thrust by thrust  
but you know nothing  
about my restrained tears