reflected !

I
Never seem to be enough
and as a result, I make life a bust
I
never seem to do what's right
but according to anyone besides my family
I'm a role model who has trust
I
don't understand
who's supposed to be happy because it ain't me
who is supposed to be happy because it ain't u or my family
I
never to sufficiently fulfill needs
and as a result, I stop speaking as a revolt
but the boiling occurs within me
but no one sees
I
don't know what to do to make you smile
because I do everything wrong for me but
but the message doesn't travel
I
never thought I'd end up here
In this place
Facing myself
with so much hate
But if I knew this is where I'd be

I
would have swum in the sea
down below
where the bottom, my home is unknown
because although you "love me"
it seems to me, impressing and fulfilling your dreams
was who I was supposed
to be