A Friend's love confessed...confused

Today...i was alone...feeling a certain sense of peace, maybe a bit of recharging my batteries...energy was pretty low...so I slept until my body felt the need to wake again...
Viberation of a text message...it's...my friend says she needs to come over...chat and let off some steam...ok then...
15 mins later, heard the knock at the door, in my usual pajamas...shorts, top and fuzzy socks...making my way to the door hear "special delivery"...I say as a joke "I didnt order room service"...something personal between us lol
Then she says "well ma'am this package is really heavy and I dont have enough strength to take back down all by myself", with a pouty face she makes...we laugh I hug her...
We start off with a short conversation, get a couple of glasses in and then thoes glasses start to become bottles sharing back and forth DNA almost as if were a couple...she got through most of her anger with relationships and I gave her advice...then she asked..."Are you ok?" because I dont see that sparkle in your eye?"
She read me...but I used my intoxication as an excuse to cover the dull that was living within me today...she said "oh, well here's a hard hitter" and i said," bring it"...she said "for you, a heart that is golden, you sure do drink alot of poison, are you hidding behind the bottles to mask those emotions?"
I looked at her for a moment...her riddled tougue really stumped me and I said..."saddly, thoes bottles came with you first...are you turing tables on me as your reflection of what you been dying to confront...or are you trying to get something hidden within me so you can be my therapy?"
She looked at me...she looked at me...but it wasn't a look i've seen before...this look was lust of a unsure...she would always say, "i think in our past life we had a twisted relationship that was hidden and forbidden"...I would laugh...
But she looked at me then looked down with blush on her cheeks and by the time I knew...she came in passionately, shockly with a kiss of bliss...
I was fighting that urge of her soft lips on mine but by the time...I had given in, maybe because the wine or maybe she felt divine?...
We stopped with shock in our eyes as a good 5 mins went by...she started to cry...and said "please!, don't leave me, dont let our friendship die...that kiss...it was...I...well..."
She paused shockingly admit that, that kiss, it was not of goodbye...it was of longing...wanting...ever since we met between our first glass of wine.