Sickness

I find myself here again
This old familiar place
Alone with just my thoughts
Feeling like such a disgrace

It is so cold and desolate
Why have I come back here
Back to hiding in the shadows
With so much more now to fear

So I scream out for help
But the silence is too strong
No one can hear me now
They can't see anything wrong

So my sickness grows stronger
With the passing of each hour
I feel my heart begin to slow down
It is my soul the sickness will devour