Know that I loved you. Beyond simply wanting to touch you. Being a better dude was the direction I was more tuned into, when we bumped into each other out the blue. I admit yes it true, wouldn't go far to spar with you. Definite for how we were back then, anything that come from this hand was a solid. Could been a whole guap, still wouldn't be enough for you. If it's from me. And try not to think so literally, when I say I loved you in earnest when I really didn't have that to come off, as far as emotionally. Won't ask, if we traded places would you be acting funny saying all these things you done for me? Not a dummy me, a sucker how I go out my way to put up with..a sloppy bodied, money grubbing. Who a act oh so stuck-up? When she feels she come up? Then wouldn't be anyone she a even fuck wit?
There is real poetry in this comment. I think there may be a case of mistaken identity here. Despite that fact, there is a real passion and truth in these words. And inside the turmoil, I believe that you loved the recipient of these emotions.