left  paradies

sitting alone  in the dark knight
finding way to find light

asking my self  why i am here
i am killing my self the leave this cage and feel free

i didn't know that  it would be like this
i  wish i wouldn't leave  and do this


i blame my self for what i have done
but i will not kill my self for people who left me and gone


my life is sinking and i am thinking

dream is turning into a knight mare  but still i will keep dreaming



i will  go on and fight
to find this light

watching others  smiling and laughing
but no body watched me while i am dying