depth's of my mind

There's darkness all around
No one will look so i wont be found
i only need me, myself, and i,
get out of this world.. take off and fly,
sink into the depths of my mind,
there will be no question and no answer to find,
My soul is long lost but my mind is intact,
never will be fake but the truth is an act,
subconscious is reality but reality is a lie,
hating your life but too scared to die,
should you live to love or love to live?,
are you supposed to love to fight or fight for love?,
is it wrong to laugh with a a broken heart,
or break the hearts of those who make you laugh?