A Painful Episode

Dark and alone
Lost and unsure
Trapped between hell and reality
A past that was promising
A future that is uncertain
And a present day
A mental struggle
Sometimes want to cry
But no tears form
No emotions left in my soul
No love one to claim
No friends to depend
On a dull journey
With no passengers
Time is unknown
When this drought will be over
No presents or rewards
Will be given
But a new sense of respect
And gratitude for life
Will be instilled in my mind
After I have endured
This painful episode