Depression apart of me

The taste of depression


It has a strong taste of fear with a hint of remorse
There is an after taste of regret with a lot of sadness
Depression comes for loneliness of the heart soul and mind
It also comes from being heartbroken so heartbroken devastated

The flavour of old games they say you may not be willing to play
A hit of a broken connection deep inside nothing makes sense today
Depression comes from a lack of understanding from both parties
It can be quite dark no matter who is around it just devours all

There is a smell of been torn apart deep in your gut it just churns
A sniff of no one give two flying fucks about you no matter what
Depression can hit you from what happened in your younger years
You try your hardest you feel your not getting anywhere not today

The brain try’s to protect you from your haunted memories
Sparks fly around trying to distract you from the constant pain
Depression can come to you from the beatings you took as a child
You slowly pull yourself out and fall head over heals in love omg

I was blinded by your light you cut me down like a poppy flower
You did good you did me well now your gone it’s all creeping back
Depression is now rampant in every cell of my heart and soul
You thrown me under a big ass dump truck it’s slowly killing me

My soul is struggling to hold on to my body though it’s got a grip
Floating in a pile of guilt and memories all squished into one
Depression can fuck you up I know because it’s fucking me up
It’s like being on a good road no obstacles but you hit everything

Depression makes you think about things you should not it crosses your mind
All around you is something that reminds you of why you feel the way you do
1 you fucked my childhood up the mental mind games fuck me I was a child
2 you locked me away you fucked me up for 20 years you are a cunt
3 ex with fucked me up 11 years now and my depression is killing me.