I Hate You

What I love most
about you
is your blood
the way it drips
from your wrists
every time you cut them
when I watch those tapes
the chilles that go up my spine
to see you get raped
would be
the best day of my life
do you want to know why?
because of all youve done to me
the pain
the guilt
the humility of it all
from your first word to your last
i hate you