Strange life

It's a strange life immersed in this internal strife,
It's a weird world as my mind stays so unfurled,
It's a sad sight watching this internal fight,
It's a long year hiding behind this fear.

One day I hope to be able to cope with existence,
I gotta make the journey and take a chance with persistence alone, with minimal assistance,
To free my anxious mind
And live this life in peace if that's something I can ever find.

I feel kinda lost in this infinite space
Mindlessly searching for peace without a trace
Looking in the mirror staring into my face
Takin life to serious as I waste it, misplaced and erased it.
I need to embrace it
And I wouldn't replace it, I need to retrace it.
A gift from the universe one we shouldn't disgrace.
Enhancing my love for this place
Appreciation for this infinite space.

My destiny's to release into peace
If the pain will ever cease.
A trip within a dream, negativity can't increase
Gotta drift into peace soon, into my secluded cocoon
Before my mind gets flooded by a thought monsoon.
This world can stress you, frustration grows
Analyzing life every day every way it never slows
I've seen the visions of no division blown into oblivion
The place where identities merge through consciousness collisions.

It's a strange life immersed in this internal strife
It's a weird world as my mind stays so unfurled
It's a sad sight watching this internal fight
It's a long year hiding behind this fear.