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�I'm kicking, out fiercely, at the world, around me�

here I am
an open wound
bleeding out
in front of you
don�t know where I�m going
regretting where I�ve been
begging for an answer
all I get is silence

life is such a ride
i�m crashing every time
asking for forgiveness
living on prayer
the world is controlled by devils
yet I�m the one who suffers?
I see life in such a cynical way
evil has devoured everything
beating myself down
all the way down to nothing

yesterday�s better than tomorrow
my heart an arc for two
she holds a place higher than God
emotions shut off for everyone else
while I watch the world drown
I don�t even blink
overthinking leaves me empty
no hope, no promises
rather look at this simplified
he just left us here to die
maybe I best watch my tongue
God, he works in mysterious ways

I embrace the past
because the future has let me down

I�ve wished for a vision
had a few miracles
also seen too many tragedies
on those days
it�s hard to keep faith
getting on my knees
asking why do I mess up so much?
the person I am tried to change
now it�s just repetitive
tripping and falling
not looking to get back up

I embrace the past
because the future has let me down

a voice in the mist of the night
says stop wallowing in pain
too weak to disagree
so I get back on my feet
back to the start