My Struggle

I'm too paranoid for cocaine,
not social enough for alchohol.

Speed's not for me,
you gotta give up your dreams.
And I look forward to sleep.

I disliked weed once they
made it legal.
I can't mess with the pills
unless they're the happy ones
and a girl is involved.

I thought about my first
love, my first addiction.
There's no way I can say
I'll never do heroin again.

I'm not too sure about much
but I can say this for sure.
"Maybe one day my dear
but I can't go back to you today".