Free

Let me be free
Said he to me
But since it’s been we
The thin line between friend and mate has been obsolete
Though we’re still not one
Yet play as if we’re on the same team
When reality comes back around
To give me a dose of what I haven’t but need to be seeing
Is it then presently clear
We both are in the same astral realm
But projecting a different dream
Insecure
I may seem
Unsure
Of my very being
In the present tensed now
I’m bound to your strings
You control me
Because I allow it
And don’t feel threatened by your chains
Tho when the pressure gets unbearable
In seeps the shame
Of the same thing I can’t regain
My freedom from you
And strength to maintain
Yet I’m here still the same
Heart open once again
When it breaks this time
Only then maybe I’ll change
And have something to show for it
Rather than pain.