Lustful Dealings

When did I fall victim to lust?

All these forced connection's
And for what?

Just to bust a quick nut...

I admit I look at myself with disgust; but it sure beats the heart ache received when deceived by someone you love and trust.

And Though I find temporary pleasure in being a man hoe. I actually miss having one woman I can call my own.

But...

Unfortunately I guess that's how life goes in a generation full of greed and sexual desires from strangers to friends, pretty much anyone who's willing to give in and be the supplier for whom requires such act.

I'm my own person ofcourse but I can't run from the facts.
Love is beautiful but in today's world it don't seem to last.

So why invest my heart and play chess with my feelings when I can just caress that body and act like I'm willing

To be all that they need, even when they need me. It's just sad how I plan on being there just so they can please me.

Why do I fall victim to lust?

All I'll prove just so I can touch. All I'll say just so I can fuck.

Aren't I a Snake or am I a Dove?

These bad habits, I wish were over and done but the sex is just so much fun.