Hurtful Father

Why me?
As I lay awake wondering what I did to deserve this pain
while teardrops stain my pillow
Why me? I can't help but wonder what did I do to you
You were supposed to protect me
But can't you see you destroyed me
My hurtful father you were supposed to keep me safe
Keep the monsters at bay
But who knew you would turn out to be the monster one day
You broke me
Are you happy that you ruined me?
I don't need you because you weren't there
I had to bear this pain for all these years
MY wings are tattered
My heart is shattered
But that doesn't matter because I forgive you
I forgive you for failing me
I forgive you for everything
I don't know if I mean it
My hurtful Father
Can't you see you smothered me till I couldn't breath
I nearly drowned trying to swim out of your hold
I nearly sold my soul just to get away
But an angel rescued me from your hold
I didn't have to worry anymore because you were far away from
You see I'm finally free of you
My hurtful Father