Your Final Day

The Memory I Have,
Transparent,
So Clear,
In My Room All Alone,
Ready To Face My Worst Fear..
I Stared At My Phone,
An Eternity Passed,
My Life Then Stood Still,
As It Rang At Last..

Torrential Rainfall,
My Tears Wouldn’t Stop,
A River Now Forming,
With Each Passing Drop..
A Zombie I Had Become,
Walking Around In A Trance,
My Life Stood Still,
No Time Would Pass..

Pills And Potions,
There Must Be Something To Erase My Mind,
Empty My Head,
Take Me Back In Time..
I Still Miss You,
And The Times That We had,
I Try To Keep Smiling,
Try Not To Feel sad..

I Know Someone Above,
Had Huge Plans For You,
Maybe Sat At The Gates,
Brightening Other Souls Too..
But Whatever The Reason,
Your In A Far Better Place,
You Remain My Inspiration,
Your Pain,
Suffering,
The Bad News You Received,
Could Never Erase The Smile From Your Face..

Still To This Day,
When Clients Moan And Complain,
It Makes My Blood Boil,
Drives Me Insane..
Because I Know To Well,
Just What You Went Through,
And If You Could Still Exercise,
They Surely Can Too.

Well Happy Birthday My Mate,
And Although Your Not Here,
I’ll Raise Up My Glass,
Filled With Your Favourite Beer..
I’ll Say A Few Words,
Thinking Back Through The Years,
I’ll Never Forget You,
To My Mate.... Cheers x