Dazed and Confused.

I don’t know how to explain
What I feel inside
I know its not the same
So all I do is hide
I can never tell you
how I really feel
The only thing thats true
Is this pain its too real
I set aside my heart
And watched you hold him
And though it tore me apart
I choose to hide my grim
I love you too much
To see you in pain
I long for your touch
To hold you in the rain
I know I could make you smile
I only need one chance
Just give me awhile
I could be your favorite dance

WHAT THE FUCK AM I THIKING!?

You wont give me a chance
“you’re my best friend it be weird”
“I don’t see you that way”
Yea that’s just what I feared
Your shallow just like the rest
What a shame it is
I could have been your best
You let your eyes blind you
To what your heart should see
I don’t know why I try
It will never fucking be
People like you don’t get with my kind
We are good to talk to or help you in a bind

COME TO THINK OF IT

What if I did tell all?
What if I confessed?
Would you let me fall?
Perhaps I put too much thought into this
Maybe you would love me to
Maybe you would grant my wish
Give me the honor of being your man
I would give anything to try
Do anything to prove to you I can
But, these answers will forever conceal
For my feeling I shall never reveal
Ill stick to just being your best friend
So  I can help you till my end