Pain!

I don't know how much more of this i can take...
My chest...!
My heart!
My lungs!
My throat!
Everything hurts!
I feel like im being stabbed!
I can't move...
It hurts too much...
My gut...
My kidneys...
I'm afraid it's serious...
Life threatening...
It all hurts!
That's why I've been saying all of this stuff...
You know what...
I'm probably going to die soon so...
Marina...
If you read this...
I loved you more then life it's self...
That's why i had to keep you a good distance away...
I wish that i had kissed you when i had the chance...
AH!!!!
My chest!
I'm Whole left side... It's painful!!!
My arms hurt to move...!
Will i die soon...
I don't want to yet!
Marina...!