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Die alone
I think I'm gonna die alone, 3 in the morning and i'm talking to a miocrophone,
because i sit in the dark alone, early in the am and there's no one home, except for a lonely soul, who just can't take no more. I'm tired of fighting losing battles in this mental war,
I feel like i belong in a fucking mental ward.
i feel like i'm dying inside, i lose more of me every single night, I think of everything I couldnt get right, I think of how toxic i am emotional cyanide, on the verge, constantly contemplating suicide, where the fuck is my ride or die?
I just recently had to let go, of someone i would definitely have died for, I have already lied for and every single night i cry for. because i know I'm holding her back,although i'll always have her back, but reciprocating love is what we lacked, i love her but she didn't love me back, well she loved me but not like that, but in order to watch her grow, i had to man up and let her go, Not sure what to do no more, I feel like i'm dying inside and can't get up off this floor.
Michael John Winkelsas
because i sit in the dark alone, early in the am and there's no one home, except for a lonely soul, who just can't take no more. I'm tired of fighting losing battles in this mental war,
I feel like i belong in a fucking mental ward.
i feel like i'm dying inside, i lose more of me every single night, I think of everything I couldnt get right, I think of how toxic i am emotional cyanide, on the verge, constantly contemplating suicide, where the fuck is my ride or die?
I just recently had to let go, of someone i would definitely have died for, I have already lied for and every single night i cry for. because i know I'm holding her back,although i'll always have her back, but reciprocating love is what we lacked, i love her but she didn't love me back, well she loved me but not like that, but in order to watch her grow, i had to man up and let her go, Not sure what to do no more, I feel like i'm dying inside and can't get up off this floor.
Michael John Winkelsas
Published 7th Jul 2018
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8th Jul 2018 00:02am
thank you and sorry you feel the same, a feeling I wish upon no one. Funny thing I looked at your profile and you use the last name blackheart is that your real last name I ask because for a long time the pen name I went by was Ethan blackheart and I tried starting a poetry thing back in the day called the blackheart society.
