Submissions by SocietiesDeadPoet
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
18th Jul 2018 8:38am
18th Jul 2018 8:38am
Untitled
I get up out of bed, woke up crying tears of crimson red, maniacal laughter screaming inside my head, I wonder if I am alive at the same time hoping that I am dead, I can feel it like burning coals, my demons have a firey hold upon my soul, seeming not ever wanting to let it go, i'm in a waking nightmare facing all my fears, watching all I love dying while I cry no tears.
yeah my worse nightmare when I lose all compassion, my biggest fear is I think it's already happening, as I sit and stare into nothing hysterically laughing. These demons inside poisoning my mind they are all out to...
yeah my worse nightmare when I lose all compassion, my biggest fear is I think it's already happening, as I sit and stare into nothing hysterically laughing. These demons inside poisoning my mind they are all out to...
#SelfReflection
#nightmares
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SONG LYRICS
Published
9th Jul 2018 9:15am
9th Jul 2018 9:15am
a new work in progress...
Digging through all my memories, erasing everything you meant to me,
trying to remove the comedy from this tragedy, i was mistaken that you could ever be in love with me,
you saw a weak and vulnerable heart, you struck like a viper seeking heat in the dark,
you used my sons birthday to get inside, I was dedicated to being your ride or die.
but I'm just some guy that hangs with kids, do you ever think of the shit that you did,
the pain you caused in my life, you're the reason I don't sleep at night,
listening to sad music wishing I would die, because I...
trying to remove the comedy from this tragedy, i was mistaken that you could ever be in love with me,
you saw a weak and vulnerable heart, you struck like a viper seeking heat in the dark,
you used my sons birthday to get inside, I was dedicated to being your ride or die.
but I'm just some guy that hangs with kids, do you ever think of the shit that you did,
the pain you caused in my life, you're the reason I don't sleep at night,
listening to sad music wishing I would die, because I...
#sadness
#anger
#loneliness
#heartbroken
#emptiness
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SELF POEM
Published
7th Jul 2018 9:07pm
7th Jul 2018 9:07pm
Fading
I'm sure I have pushed everyone away that I needed to, man this was a new shirt too and now I'm bleeding through, nothing much more left for me to do, I just want to ask where were you when I needed you?
it's cool it doesn't really matter now, I'm just in my room hanging out, and the chair fell.
there's no ladder and I can't get down, sounds like I'm underwater and I'm about to drown,
it's just a matter of time now I'm fading in and out.
Popping pills like candy from a Pez dispenser, this is the last time I'll feel pain over you ever,
I know it's not right to put...
it's cool it doesn't really matter now, I'm just in my room hanging out, and the chair fell.
there's no ladder and I can't get down, sounds like I'm underwater and I'm about to drown,
it's just a matter of time now I'm fading in and out.
Popping pills like candy from a Pez dispenser, this is the last time I'll feel pain over you ever,
I know it's not right to put...
#loneliness
#dark
#heartbroken
#confusion
#emptiness
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SELF POEM
Published
7th Jul 2018 9:22am
7th Jul 2018 9:22am
Die alone
#emptiness
#sadness
#anxiety #depression
#anxiety #depression
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LOVE POEM
Published
14th Apr 2018 6:03pm
14th Apr 2018 6:03pm
In my head
She's in my head, i see her in my dreams,
my eyes are wide open, my thoughts are running deep,
these are reasons i can never get to sleep,
visions of her face are haunting me,
my soul is broken that's not hard to see,
it'll never be complete 'til my soulmate comes back to me
as far as i am concerned my heart is spoken for,
to have you back in my arms is all i've been hoping for,
but sadly you are in the arms of another
some say why do you bother, they'll be together forever,
I'll wait for you as my love for you grows stronger,
because i...
my eyes are wide open, my thoughts are running deep,
these are reasons i can never get to sleep,
visions of her face are haunting me,
my soul is broken that's not hard to see,
it'll never be complete 'til my soulmate comes back to me
as far as i am concerned my heart is spoken for,
to have you back in my arms is all i've been hoping for,
but sadly you are in the arms of another
some say why do you bother, they'll be together forever,
I'll wait for you as my love for you grows stronger,
because i...
#love
#loneliness
#patience
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SELF POEM
Published
30th Mar 2018 6:07pm
30th Mar 2018 6:07pm
Untitled
i may be suffering, but it aint for nothing,
because i know i deserve everything i got coming,
i'm tired of fighting, i'm tired of running,
i'm tired of standing up for love and it meaning nothing.
In my life one person comes, 2 people go, this is the truth,
and how i know, that i will be forever alone,
dried blood flaking off my skin.. spent the night cutting out my sin again..
just wishing i had a friend... close to my heart, no one will ever be again.. when will this shit ever end?..
because i know i deserve everything i got coming,
i'm tired of fighting, i'm tired of running,
i'm tired of standing up for love and it meaning nothing.
In my life one person comes, 2 people go, this is the truth,
and how i know, that i will be forever alone,
dried blood flaking off my skin.. spent the night cutting out my sin again..
just wishing i had a friend... close to my heart, no one will ever be again.. when will this shit ever end?..
#sadness
#love
#depression
#loneliness
#myself
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SELF POEM
Published
11th Mar 2018 4:57pm
11th Mar 2018 4:57pm
no hope
#sadness
#depression
#dark
#LifeStruggles
#myself
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LOVE POEM
Published
10th Mar 2018 3:53pm
10th Mar 2018 3:53pm
i choose to forget
i choose to believe every word that was said,
and every lie that was devised, will have it's reason if given time,
I choose to think of you the same now as i did then,
even though knowing what resulted in the end.
My heart bled for you then and it still bleeds for you now,
and I'm still alive somehow,
Shallow and quick are the breaths i take in,
conserving what's left of the man within,
deep are my thoughts but even deeper are my regrets,
like not remembering the sound of your voice when you talk, and the scent of your hair as i hold you close,...
and every lie that was devised, will have it's reason if given time,
I choose to think of you the same now as i did then,
even though knowing what resulted in the end.
My heart bled for you then and it still bleeds for you now,
and I'm still alive somehow,
Shallow and quick are the breaths i take in,
conserving what's left of the man within,
deep are my thoughts but even deeper are my regrets,
like not remembering the sound of your voice when you talk, and the scent of your hair as i hold you close,...
#love
#heartbroken
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SELF POEM
Published
10th Mar 2018 2:12pm
10th Mar 2018 2:12pm
Demon inside
There's a demon inside that grows in strength,
whenever a piece of me dies, it's insane
every time my eyes dry, comes more pain, cutting deeper than before, to the vein
I wake up from these dreams, in cold sweats with silent screams,
trying to wrap my head around what it means; all the while, this demon grows more vile, with every ounce of strength i
try to fight and all he does is smile, and says no matter what you do will prove futile,
the more you fight me the nightmares become more brutal.
these dark thoughts begin consuming me,
speaking words...
whenever a piece of me dies, it's insane
every time my eyes dry, comes more pain, cutting deeper than before, to the vein
I wake up from these dreams, in cold sweats with silent screams,
trying to wrap my head around what it means; all the while, this demon grows more vile, with every ounce of strength i
try to fight and all he does is smile, and says no matter what you do will prove futile,
the more you fight me the nightmares become more brutal.
these dark thoughts begin consuming me,
speaking words...
#depression
#loneliness
#dark
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DARK POEM
Published
5th Mar 2018 00:18am
5th Mar 2018 00:18am
lost
The sound of flesh tearing apart, as the pieces finish falling from this broken heart.I shed myself of my fleshly sins as i start to peel off my skin, bit by bit, i lose more of myself as the demons grow within. Numb to the pain as my soul screams your name, wandering in the dark lost and alone, an outcast in my own skin, trying to dig myself out where to begin?
Down on my knees as i sob into blood stained sleeves, what has become of me?
Where did the piece go that made it possible to fall in love with me?
All those who truly cared are gone now, they are no longer here. ...
Down on my knees as i sob into blood stained sleeves, what has become of me?
Where did the piece go that made it possible to fall in love with me?
All those who truly cared are gone now, they are no longer here. ...
#love
#dark
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
4th Mar 2018 3:39pm
4th Mar 2018 3:39pm
Brutal Addiction
Love is the most brutal addiction, and everyone longs to be abused by this affliction,
slit wrists over a missed kiss, wtf is this, ignorance is bliss, a generation that won't be missed. even if i'm the only one, something needs to be done, or we are going to lose our children one by one in the dark abyss only known as this... depression is what this is, suicidal ideation, self harm and all its mutilations, no emotional filtration, a young nation under sedation, under total mental automation, and we are all accountable, for this worlds societal abomination.
slit wrists over a missed kiss, wtf is this, ignorance is bliss, a generation that won't be missed. even if i'm the only one, something needs to be done, or we are going to lose our children one by one in the dark abyss only known as this... depression is what this is, suicidal ideation, self harm and all its mutilations, no emotional filtration, a young nation under sedation, under total mental automation, and we are all accountable, for this worlds societal abomination.
#love
#heartbroken
#TruthOfLife
#LifeStruggles
#loneliness
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SELF POEM
Published
3rd Mar 2018 3:42pm
3rd Mar 2018 3:42pm
Only then.
With this flame I burn out the darkness within,
with this blade i bleed out all my sin,
with this rope i'll choke out all of my demons,
with these pills i'll silence all the screaming,
then and only then, will my life have meaning.
with this blade i bleed out all my sin,
with this rope i'll choke out all of my demons,
with these pills i'll silence all the screaming,
then and only then, will my life have meaning.
#depression
#dark
#suicide
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