Withrawal

 
 I can't have you
I know that now

You will end me

It's something I've come to accept

But it doesnt mean that I've stoped craving

I've found a few close seconds
To at least calm the pain

But nothing comes close to
The satisfying high you gave

Sometimes I lose control
I give in...

Anxiously trying to find your

Flesh
Liquid
Smell
Smoke

And get my fix

Somedays I'm strong
Others I'm weak

Nonetheless I try
To get by

I just hope that one day
I'll break free from
This Dependency