this isn't real.

he felt as if he was in a dream-no, nightmare
he tried day after day to wake up
but the reality wasn't changing
it hurts so bad
it felt as if his first love broke his heart again and again
and the days which he thought he was asleep
began to feel more real
no!
he didn't want it to be real
he wished
day after day
that he was sleeping
and he was soon to wake up
and the person he admired most
was still alive
his inspiration
his role model
was still breathing in the same oxygen that he was.
but the nightmare wasn't ending
and it soon seemed to be real.
and the days would continue passing
until he would accept the fact
that your're no longer alive.
sigh
Rest in Peace Jahseh Onfroy.
You will forever be in my mind and memory.