Wishing

I offer you my love on a platter
You say you need to think it over
I wait and hope will it be yes or no?
Are we to be married and happy?
Or am I just making up a fantasy?

I can't think and i forget to breath
You say stay calm but I cannot as
Anxity bites is clinging to my back
How can I wait when this feels like fate? How can I keep it out of my mind when your my entire life?