Unforgotten memories

I miss the time we used to spend together -
the cuddles on cold winter days,
under blankets, with mugs of hot chocolate
and all those stupid movies you used to make me watch.
 
I used to cherish your soothing embrace
as that was all I needed to cheer me up
after a day of sheer torture.
Where is it now?
 
I can’t believe we never lasted,
after we vowed to be forever;
we even swore we would get married.
Foolish sixteen year olds that we were.
 
Time’s flown by, but I still miss you
and often wonder what life would be like
if you were still mine.
I try to push the thoughts out of my mind.
 
I wonder why I’m the one who’s jealous
of all those girls chasing you now.
Why is it my heart which is broken,
when it was I who broke up with you?