Only

Fuck you and the life you gave me.
Because of you,
Everything slams down around me.
I built my life up
Like a castle, proud and tall,
Standing before you
To endure the heaviest quake
And your touch.
I yearned for every second
I never got with you
Because those were
The only times I
Was allowed to miss you!
Why did you question me baby?
Why were you everything to me?
Why was I only a friend to you?