Another Time

All of this is too much,
the school,
the family,
and of course the drama.

If there was ever a time to quit,
it would be now,
just another cut to stop the pain,
on the inside.

If there was a time to give up on a god,
it would be now.
But why should i believe in someone,
who must of given up on me a long time ago!

If there was a time to pull the trigger,
it would be now,
and then all of the,
school,
family,
and drama would be gone!

But right now I am,
content where my life lies,
while i have my blade i can stay sane,
but that is only for a while longer...

To another time....