HAUNTING PAST– NIKKITA LEE

HAUNTING PAST– NIKKITA LEE

Silently I ly beneath the covers of my bed
These doubts inside wont leave my head
And the pain of my past still haunts me
And im just searching for a way to break free

I worry will I ever be enough again
Will I allow myself to forget the pain?
Im so tired of looking back all the time
So much damage caused by the one who was mine

Is it closure that I need to find
Or just doubts that ly within my mind
How did I let you manipulate me
Into thinking it was me when it was you obviously

I needa stop thinking of my past
It’s a fatal fucking flaw that I wanna uncast
It’s a problem deep within that I need to let go
Because I know that I was loyal and I wanted us to grow