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It’s Back
There is a darkness growing inside me
Pain,sadness,hopelessness
The old me still lingers inside
The urge to cut my flesh
The urge to end my life
The urge to just give up
I thought I was done with this part of myself
But something just won’t let me go
I’m unable to experience true happiness
My life has changed,it’s still rough
Not nearly as bad as it once was.....
But yet I still want to harm myself
The urge is growing more and more everyday
I don’t know how much longer
I’ll be able to fight my demons
I don’t have much fight left in
Me
Pain,sadness,hopelessness
The old me still lingers inside
The urge to cut my flesh
The urge to end my life
The urge to just give up
I thought I was done with this part of myself
But something just won’t let me go
I’m unable to experience true happiness
My life has changed,it’s still rough
Not nearly as bad as it once was.....
But yet I still want to harm myself
The urge is growing more and more everyday
I don’t know how much longer
I’ll be able to fight my demons
I don’t have much fight left in
Me
Published 1st May 2018
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2nd May 2018 1:17am
this. is. breathtaking. You're truly gifted. What helps for me if this is all bare emotion that you wrote out of desperation of being heard. Personally the rubberband trick helps me. or cold water baths, its torturous but it helps.
