Blackened sky

Rain is falling from this blackened sky,
hopefully hiding the tears i cry.
down these long dark halls i hear your calls,
taunting and teasing me you where never truly mine i see.
so when you said you loved me was it all a clever rouse?
or is it that i dont have a clue?
the sad part isn't seeing you with him,
it seeing that u play them just like you did me.
you played yourself off as innocent, you acted like i was needed
tearing my heart out you have succeded ,
so why choose me? the simple out cast.. was it to add another to your list?
well im going to tell you this,
im going to draw a picture,
a picture with a twist,
ill draw it with a razor blade... ill draw it on my wrist.