Mr. NOBODY

Dammit, my fingers tryin to text somebody
Breaking my own hands, now he is a nobody
Everything with him felt erotic
Then he went to Jersey, and things became necrotic
He blames me, maybe I am neurotic
He sent a picture my heart when pitter pat
Then I saw this same picture on POF and I felt I didn't even matter
Funny thing is he sent me a cropped photo
Women's shoes and purse snuck in the picture, you know on the down low
I believe the best so I am going to let this slide
But fuck now fewer calls and texts
Shit is it me or the size of my thighs
That encouraged a new pattern of lies
Now I've never dated nothing but sexy
So its gotta be him, he just doesn't get me
Fuck... I might of panicked a little
But my feelings are in, this shit is critical
Here I sit feeling him
Climbing up the tree, holding on to the smallest limb
I am still thinking of this MF bottom lip
Now he delivered the kicker
And shit got deep, a lil thicker
See I havnt heard from this man
I want to be strong, but I fucking give a damn
Ok ok this is my own war story
I've sprinkled it with my own words of glory
And he has his side and I am still willing to ride
But how do i fall, when he wounded my pride
I told this man I didn't want a one night stand
So he generously gave me a 2 night stand, damn
Now in bed I was calling him baby
All he gave me was a slip of the dick, and a shady maybe
Ah...he slipped it in bareback
Now I am asking for a doctor callback
HIV and a pap in fact
Uhhh....could you mark that shit STAT
I previously stated that he woke me up
But now I am asking for a bed and a nap

.............possibly an antibiotic