memories

 

I lay here and think about what I could have done to save u
you told me u loved me and I believed u
you said we would be together for ever
That will never happen
You said that u would never hurt me
It was only a lie
You hurt me every time I see u walk past in the hall
You kill me every time u hug me and tell me it will be fine
Every time u smile at me I sink a little farther into the dark
Every time I here your voice
I want to cut my wrist and bleed
But I know it won’t help me
I wish I could have saved you
From the fate u brought on your self
But it was your own fault
For swallowing that bottle of pills
And now my best friend u r gone for ever
And I will be next right behind you…