Old tires old feelings

I’ve been driving lately
Worse than I used to
My car constantly lagging and swerving
While I put on a cd that makes me cry into the night
And I almost forget to turn my high beams off
Driving through the woods
And such

When you told me another dissapointment
I got into my car in the snow
And drove until I was crying too much I couldn’t see the road
I turned around
And passed the old tower
Remembering that spring
Long boarding down the hill
And watching her climb the fence after I had failed

I feel so stagnant
And maybe it’s my own fault
Sleep
Sleep
Sleep
Yet it takes so long to get there
And I’m so worried
About it all
You’re ill and I’m helpless
You’re so far
And I’m tumbling;

I think I have seperation
Issues
And I’m sorry I’ve been so much trouble
I think I have Intimacy issues
But I think you do too
And even if it all goes to shit
Don’t you dare
Compare me to that someone else
Because that hurts more
That anything you could do
That hurts more than anything I could imagine

Please tell me it’s okay again