isabel   (unborn child)

i was born dead with no reason to live
never thought i could ever have the chance to see you
this was not something i had ever plan
mom and dad were fighting alot
cuzzing and yelling in the middle
of a walmart parking lot
we had no money, no love
no reason to even be
then the day came
mom said she was pregant
my whole world came down
it was hard to leave her alone
i got scared and ran
closing my eyes trying to pretend
that this was all a dream
a dream that wasn't meant for me
i could barely afford my own meals
i fell on my knees and prayed
that everything would turn out okay

9 months later
isabel came last night
i promise no more fights
i'mma do all i can so we can make it right
her smile warms my heart for awhile
her tiny feet moving to the unrhymtical beat
she must be from jersey she always fist pumps
to think i was hours away
from my life hitting the dump
i use to think there was nothing to live for
the pain washed away from the shore
it use to feel like my world was almost over
my baby girl keeps getting older
i'll watch her grow up with pride
with her mother by my side.